I knew I had been slacking on blogging lately but I didn't realize it's been three months since I've been on here. It seems like my life just keeps getting busier and busier. I have a lot of interests that keep me occupied but I've had trouble even getting to those lately.
My daughter started her senior year. She's amazingly busy with cheer and school. I'm helping her out a lot and going to all her events where she cheers. I really enjoying this time with her. She's my last kid and I know I'm almost done now. I'm actually looking forward to football season being over so I can get my Friday nights back, plus other nights that involve cheer.
My life otherwise seems to be pretty mundane I guess. I'm not sure what I want to do to make it different. I go to work, I come home and do things. I have a social life when I can. It's really not so different from anyone else's life. I'm just not always sure what it is I'm looking for. I have enough hobbies and interests to fill three lives besides mine. Sometimes I just feel bored and restless. I attribute that to my ADHD personality. But really, what am I looking for?
Is this what they call midlife crisis? Is this how it starts? People wondering what their purpose here really is? You start thinking you should be doing so much more? If so what is it and where the hell do I find time for it?
I guess this is something I really need to think about. Maybe it's just a matter of spending more time by myself. I really value my alone time. So much so that at times I verge on the edge of becoming a hermit. I don't see that there's anything wrong with that if you like being that way. I really helps you keep perspective on your life. I rarely have much alone time these days. Maybe it's time to take a solitary trip somewhere. Now that would be interesting.
Well this all will require some thought. Which requires some time........ha ha.
We shall see where this takes us.
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